SoulfulUnsobriety

Bored and nothing to do, I was randomly checking my Facebook account, when I got a notification of a school friend ‘liking’ my profile picture. I check her display pic from the notification and could see that she has put on some weight; curious, I check her   account and saw that she has indeed put on a lot of weight and her face had heavy make-up. I scroll down to check more pictures and saw an album where her husband is kissing her beautiful baby bump and I had a twirl of emotions inside my heart. Indeed, I was delighted to see that my school friend is expecting a baby! I check few more photos and saw how happy she looks! And suddenly, I was lost in the reverie of memories. Few years ago, when we were in school and later in high school, I still remember, they were one of the cutest couple I had seen. Holding hands, kissing in empty lab room, stealing glances across classroom, and those little fights! Later when the girl and I were in same degree college, s...

It was a weekend and I was watching some videos on YouTube, when a friend of mine sent me a message on Whatsapp . 'Can I ask you a question?', he asked. Lately, dreaded by this question, I was a bit sceptical  to revert. But nevertheless I replied,  'Sure. Go ahead’ 'How do you feel when you see the person you love, with someone else?', he asked There! That one! The one I literally didn’t want to answer, but I did. 'I feel nothing.', I texted back. 'I know you do feel something for sure, I just want to hear it from you.', he texted 'I don't feel anything; apart from being happy for him, I feel nothing.' 'How come you feel nothing? You loved him!', he asked. I winced at that message. It suddenly made it sound so in the past! 'Not loved, I still do!', I replied. 'Then how come, you don't feel bad or sad or anything seeing him, putting his arm around someone else's waist and...